Caffeine did not cause anything. It taught me that the brain I woke up with wasn’t the brain I had to keep, and that lesson generalised. A personal account with the pharmacology attached, including why three tablespoons of grounds per cup felt almost identical to low dose amphetamine.
The message I keep getting, answered once and properly: hormones, conversion pathways, compounds, bloodwork, injection technique, PCT, the cardiovascular data, and how to find out what is actually in the vial.
The Norwegian national ID number is treated as a secret and structurally cannot be one. A walk through the mod-11 arithmetic, a count of what a birthday actually leaves, and why 2032 is an admission.
I took second place in Cyberlandslaget 2025 and then quit CTFs. Not because I stopped loving the puzzles, but because AI changed what the leaderboard measures. On losing a hobby to the tool I use every day.
A harm reduction guide to street amphetamine: reading contamination by eye, the acetone wash, the purity paradox that puts people in ambulances, reagent and lab testing, routes, interactions, and what to actually measure.
BloodshotEyes came to a Norwegian forum asking how to inject heroin. Over the next four years, strangers watched his experiment become dependence, relapse, treatment, and despair.